January 2011
OldOldOld: Dedicated to Irvin
It’s Not Only Mine, Let’s Call it Ours
We were at the Beach,
And You took my Hand.
We dove into the Water,
And left Footprints in the Sand.
We went Running to the Horizon,
And Painted the Sunset, Skies of Pink
We made the World our Canvas,
And the Waves a Pool of Ink
We wrote Symphonies of Each Other,
And Laughed ‘till our Stomachs Cracked
Then ready to Rearrange the Stars,
We Laid down on our...
The Truth
Elena: Hey Mera you're dumb.
Esmeralda: Yes I am.
Elena: Who's better, you or me?
Esmeralda: You of course, DUH!!!
^^this is our daily conversation ;D
Exactly.
“No matter how plain and simple you are, there’s someone who will surely look at you as if you’re the most perfect creature ever existed…” -Yanilavigne
Well, who is my person that will look at me like that? :( Wish I knew…Exactly.
So Once Again,
I’m here in class, thinking and thinking about what to get Irvin for Valentines Day. You know, that’s a really horrible holiday. I mean does anyone honestly ever think, oh man I am so glad Valentines Day is coming around ?
Well I’m freaking out about it because 1 I have absolutely NO money left and 2 because I am a horrible present giver.
Well, Nathaly is telling me to not...
“Why can’t everybody in the world just GET ALONG!?”
That awkward moment when you throw a grenade at...
abcdomo:
Sure Alright Fine Yes
So I haven’t really been on this weekend huh, OH TUMBLRDEAR<3, how I’ve Missed you!
Well my computer is being pretty slow right now, so I’ll have to summarize everything, to quickly get all my thoughts down and get to the real important issues at hand.
Uhh, yesterday I didn’t do much. I was supposed to go to the movies with The Rest of the People Going To The Movies...
I came to win. →
Can't Stop listening to it →
“It’s not bad to kiss with your eyes open.. ;)”
What Can I Say?
She said sometimes you give your all and you still don’t win. But she can’t take away the sadness that comes with an opportunity gone. First time I ever cried over a game. It’s like, you did your best, but it still wasn’t good enough. And I can’t even say I was part of the effort because I didn’t play. It just sucks to see it gone. An she said, “Hold your...
“You could love a lot of people in this world, but there’s only one that...”
– Booth
“Even under the worst circumstances, my A-Game deserves a C”
Just the right amount of wrong :) →
“It’s not called “checking someone out”. It is now know as...”
– Vista 4th period class
“I’m not addicted or obsessed, I’m just awfully attached.”
“Hey so… there’s this thing…i like to do… when i’m...”
– Rubi, haha jk:)
Oh, Glorious Day!
Oh happy, happy day! Today I am so incredibley unreasonably happy! Let me list the reasons! :)
1. Morning practice was so so fun! With Vargas everything went pretty smoothly, but then once he left, there was no pressure of being impeccably perfect, so then we were able to explain it to each other calmly, and we still got things done. Then we also did that play of ours, haha. We recorded it, and...
“This is the day the Lord has made, I will Rejoice and be Glad in it!!”
– Psalm 118:24
Haha, that's funny!
And a bit… weird? I googled my boyfriend’s name and immediately a picture of him pops up, one that he uses on various different internet sites. Was it one he sent to her, in that one occasion? Would that not bother you? Oh well, it still got a laugh out of me, before I truly realized the whole happening. Ha ha … ha?
Vegetables
What happens to our happiness, and overall joy in life, as we grow older? In the market I saw this little kid talking to the vegetables with a lollipop in his hand. It made me realize how sometimes our own age ruins us, because sometimes our parents have to practically drag us to places just to spend time with us. Or how we become so self centered and egotistical and we separate ourselves from...
“I Miss You <3, More than you can ever Fathom.”
And So I have become Tired
Of showing up to practice and not getting played
Of putting up with her attitude and her mistakes and having to pay for them
Of listening to her and letting her believe she is correct just because I am not a fighter by nature.
There’s no I in team but there is in Win. Well there’s no Elena in either of them because although I am part of Varsity, I rarely get to sweat on that court...
So I had a problem... (:
You just seem so experienced i don’t know what you spend your time doing i don’t believe you you’re a liar in my eyes to me it seems you take this as a joke i don’t want to feel anything for you but i feel trapped by my own feelings what am i doing with my life maybe i should have more courage i should be somewhat more passive and careless i don’t know how to organize...
“I need to pray I need to pray, God give me help, If this is your will, let it...”
“Hey, why are your lips so big? :), Haha”
Maybe you Misunderstood
Look when I said I needed time I meant it. It wasn’t just oh yeah give me an afternoon off to get my mind off you. I meant I need time to think about everything involving you and me and this relationship. I don’t like the condition our relationship is in or the way things have been lately. I don’t like how you have so much power over me and I just simply let you. I don’t...
“Why do you let some guy call you and ruin your day like that? You’re worth...”
“I deserve better than this.”
MightAsWell
write about my weekend.
Well, Saturday was a Day Full of God<3 We had to be at church at 730 A.M. we went to pick up Irvin first in the morning, then we headed over to Biola. It was:
Yanira
Dominique
Irvin
and I in the car. We got there, before the others, and then after we all had to like register. We went to the orientation, it was really a good time, it was like you could FEEL God...
I Love it
when he comes,:)
Hate it once he has to leave :/
“When i set my mind on something, I achieve it. And I play my heart out, we leave...”
– E.N.L
Rejected
By the loser I flipped Inside Out, Upside Down, And All Around. I was his world, tested his limits, made him C R Y. The one I USED and left, and came back to, and hurt. The one I could rely on to be crazy about me and to support me in my goals. He’s Changed. I changed his world though, yee, I got stuff done! ;)
